Sunday, July 19, 2015

Rainy Day Blues

It's a well known fact that Sundays get me down, I mean I have to go to work the next day...I guess we all do.  But add to that a rainy day at home.  At first I thought let's watch a movie so we did.  A Star is Born with Barbara Streisand from the 70s.  It used to be one of my favs.  The songs started happening and I was taken back to my childhood where I knew that whole soundtrack.  I was happy and singing along with them.  Then it started to go downhill.  John Norman cheats on Esther then he dies in a car accident and I started crying behind my pillow so Miji wouldn't think I was crazy...as an adult I have to say it's a sad movie!  It ended and I was happy then my casseroles were done.  I took one to adri and her boyfriend and then I got sad again.  She's always over there and antt's always with his fiance and my grandbaby and I started missing the kids (even though it's glorious having the whole house to ourselves)yes, I do miss them sometimes.  The kids are getting older and it's just how life goes.  So then we eat my glorious casserole and let me tell you, yes it was glorious.  Back to thinking...ugh I'm fat and this yummy crunchy goodness is not helping.  I cleaned the kitchen and thought while mijis playing batman I'm gonna pinterest.  Another bad idea...pins of cute clothes for skinny girls, pretty actresses who are thin and then yummy recipes, I'm never going to be as skinny as those pretty girls to get in those clothes because of all the damn good recipes. Now as I sit here at close to 6pm I'm realizing the weekend is close to an end...Sunday blues go away:(